im not handsome..

hei..im goin out for a whole week(almost)...kalo ade ape2..just msg me(well utk yg rapat2 je la..)

tp before that..i want to tell sumthing about..well..its about me..aku pernah anta msg kat kwn2 lama..(yg tak baca blog nie la..)tanya dia org psl aku..ape pendapat they all..and well..the answers were a shock..hehehe

1)kwn skola rendah.."dulu ko ni rajin aku tgk..baik la..walaupun tak hensem(CEH!)..sgt berdedikasi(pengawas)...agak skema gak..hehehe"

2)budak skola menengah.."ko pandai..tinggi..suka main basketball..kadang2 ko ni skema sgt(BETUL KE?)..tak hensem(SAMA JE TIME SKOLA RENDAH)..tapi baik hati..kelakar gak sometimes.."

3)kwn asrama.."ko ni casanova je..tak guna lagi ko idup(EK?)..heheh..perasan hensem..aku tak tau nape pmpuan terpengaruh dgn ko(EH YE KE?HEHEHE)..tp ko baik ati..kira ok la tu..aku rasa ko ni sakit jiwa skit..and unpredictable"

4)kwn2 matriks.."satu je..kaki perempuan..serius..aku rasa aku lagi hensem(YELA TU)..tp nape ko yg byk pmpuan?(CHARMING KOT)..tak kisah la..tp ko klaka ngan baik pun dah kira full package.."

well..pelik tak?almost sume ckp aku kaki pmpuan,tak hensem..hmm..i think its the charm(FINA MESTI MUNTAH BACA NIE)...hehehehe

well watever..i walaupun aku dah tak tau sape aku..aku selesa bertukar2..hahaha..

later..lepas fieldwork ni aku update..daaaa

this is one serious post

i just know that a lot of my frens do read my blog..they just dont leave any comments..hehehe

well since there's a lot of many people reading this blog, i have to really careful in writing my thoughts out..rite?(WRONG!!)hahahaha

well..this time im gonna write something really serious..(I HOPE MY BLOG WONT BE CLOSE DUE TO THIS POST)

the first up is what happening in our beloved country now..im sure most of you already know about adik sharlini kan?sian budak tu..skrang ni rasanya dah ramai parents yg makin sedar tentang keselamatan anak2 nie..its not really their fault entirely,kadang2 kalo dah binatang bertopengkan manusia tu..binatang la jugak..

and next tentang skandal video sex ahli kerajaan kita?sedar tak skrang ni dah mcm hush-hush je?dulu time skandal anuar nape lama dia punye cite?well..tgk pada kerajaan kita yg double standard skrang..skrang ni bukti dah ade dpn mata, tapi still dpt kemaafan dari PM kita?dulu kerajaan kita yg hentam anuar tu cukup2..DOUBLE STANDARD

and next psl V.K Lingam..im sure everyone knows about him rite?lawyer yg dikatakan terlibat dlm permilihan hakim negara..kalo betul dia disabitkan salah..wat do u think people would think about the justice system in malaysia?hmmm?now..kalo korang dgr betul2 berita tu..ade sumthing yg membawa seribu satu persoalan..kenapa ade hakim yg melapor terus kepada PM?padahal PM dan hakim negara adalah dua badan eksekutif yg berlainan(bg yg tak paham/tak tau..baca balik sejarah SPM)

skrang ni dah bleh dilihat yg PM yg bertanggungjawab atas badan kehakiman..padahal badan kehakiman perlu melapor terus kepada agung(KETUA BADAN EKSEKUTIF)

well aku taknak memihak mane2..aku tak suka politik,tp aku still nk keadilan ni ditegakkan..dan takde lagi pembohongan..this is serius..kalo ini berterusan..and kerajaan terus menutup kesalahan demi kesalahan dgn kemajuan,sejarah pasti berulang..yes im talking about janji2 manis british masa zaman penjajahan(nasib baik kita sedar awal2)

dgn demostrasi jalanan yg makin byk,rakyat makin berani..pemikiran makin berubah..and kita kena tgk benda ni dari semua sudut..kadang2 meja perundingan dah tak bleh diguna pakai..

well..ni pendapat aku..jgn lupa..RAKYAT MEMILIH PEMIMPIN,SEKALIGUS MEMILIH KERAJAAN,SEKALIGUS MENENTUKAN ARAH TUJU NEGARA

pilih la dgn bijak..

hujan-aku skandal

Kan ku berikan semua
Agar kau gembira sentiasa
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri
Jangan di simpan tiada rahsia
Katakan saja ku terima
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri

*Reff//

Waktu duka dulu kita lalui bersama
Bahgia bagaikan malam di temani Bintang terang
Hancur hati bila kau undurkan diri
Meninggalkan daku
Meninggalkan ku sendiri

Senyuman manis dibawa angin
Ku tunggu dikau terasa dingin
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri
Jangan di simpan tiada rahsia
Katakan saja ku terima
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri

mesti sumer dah tau lagu nie..kalo tak tau lagi..dgr je kat sini..oh ye..ive got some very special post i wanna put up..psl my house new kitchen...takde la special mane pun..tp bile dah siap nnt,bleh la korang tgk..

oh pada sape2 yg nk lagu ni btau la..nnt aku letak link download dia..

taylor swift-teardrops on my guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

i wont relate this song to anyone(but i think ayol mesti akan punyer..hehe)..enjoy it..

never never never

well..what im gonna write anyway?

arini sumthing silly happened..or should i say sumthing weird happened..cite dia start lepas solat jumaat la..anta fina n zizi pegi uruskan pendaftaran subjek..masa lintas jalan..ade satu gadis(GADIS?!!!) comel ni naik motor..and i was smiling at her..yela..comel..tiba2 dia tersipu2 malu..hahahaha..

and fina tiba "anip..ko buat ape sampai dia tersipu2 tu?ko gatal ngan dia ek?"

zizi plak "ko ni gatal.."..

la..dah tu nk buat mcm mane?nampak sgt pompuan tu malu2..its not me...its the other me..the casanova part..hehehe

wat else?oh ye..i just find out that some of my frens does not approve im back being a fren wit seri anymore..i thought dia org yg nk anip kwn balik...pelik tak?rasa mcm nk tanya nape..tp as long as dia org tak buat muka masam dgn anip okla..i dun care..kwn biar beribu!

oh ye..semalam lunch KFC, and jumpa izzati kat situ..sape izzati?well..takyah la korang tau..certain people je kenal...tp masa kat KFC tu..another fren of mine..kuzek..dia mcm terkejut la...dia ckp "awek2!!"...tiba2 awek tu lambai kt anip..terus ternganga mulut dia..muahahahaha..sakit ati la tu..huhuhu

well..takde ape lagi nk cite..my life skrang ni dah stabil balik..next week got test..later then..

letter to dean

so munirah(junior geo) asked me about scholars and stuffs...and she was JPA scholars(figures)..she did apply for shell and petronas though..but didnt get in..i wonder why..

munirah is one of the brightest junior at my department now..but she seems to be preoccupied with studies that she seems lost in life..make sense?guess not..

another thing that i want to talk about her is that she is really one crazy girl..the reason i called her crazy?dia tak suka dgn satu lecturer nie...cara dia ajar..tak best la kata dia..tak masuk kepala..so in the end, she and all her batch took drastic action and make letters and send it to the dean..

well..for me, i dun really agree of what she doing..i told her not to be too depends on the lecture,even if you dont understand..asked and if they did not answer u,search it yourself.

tp dia dah tekad nk buat gak surat tu...but luckily she choose to see the lecturer first..and give her another chance(WTF!!??)...hahahaha..

okla..nk siapkan laporan and study skit..later..

new skin

new blog skin..hope u guys like it..time for changes kan?

its an update..

i dun think im goin to update my blog anytime soon..sbb bz dgn byk laporan and test this coming 2 weeks..but i wil try to make some time..

so what i wanna write today?

hmm..yesterday,i went to the twins school to fetch then there..and i saw this 2 boys, they were brothers..one of them is as big as the wall im leaning to...satu lagi ni kecik sgt..hahahaha..tersenyum tgk dia org..teringat plak kat twins tu..

takde benda best yg berlaku..oh ye..dah kawan balik dgn seri..not out of pity or anything like tat..tapi sebab tats wat a fren suppose to do kot..

ive have to make things better wit her at least..

wat else?oh ye..birthday jaja makin dkat..and dia minta beg..tak tau nk belikan ape..since skrang ni ade sale..kena cari kan satu utk dia..yela bkn slalu belikan dia hadiah(actually kena paksa..haha)

oh ye..ade satu cite psl adik sharlini..mesti korang kenal kan?the poor kids now been lost for almost 2 weeks..sape la yg keji dgt nk culik budak2 kecik yg tau ape2 kat dunia nie?so kalo ade info..btau la polis..it really helps..

for your info,proton new car is call saga..which is the same like the old saga..the reason they name it that is because they want the saga to continue..huhuhu

alrite then..nothing interesting to tell..kalo ade ape2 nanti i write it all..

list of song

its been a long time since ive updated(ala tak lama mane pun)

anyway..i wanna put my new list..a list of songs that ive been listening to...

orait...sape nk lagu2 ni just msg me..nanti aku anta la..ok?

time for brain squashing time..

hahaha..smlm dah dpt rasa j.co..tapi kat sini takde gamba donut dia la..balik umah je dah abih..it took about 10 minit je utk satu family abihkan 12 donut!hahahaha

neway..pada sape2 yg blum rasa..pegi la beratur and bersabar..my recommendation...taste sume kalo bleh..its worth the long queue..

The Last Goodnight - Pictures of You

new song...enjoy it

This is the clock up on the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a new born child before he starts to crawl

This is the war that's never won
This is the soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone praying for her son

(chorus)
Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Hung up on your wall for the world to see

Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

Woooah

There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab just waiting for the call

This earthquake weather has got me shaking
Inside i'm high up and dry

(chorus)
Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Hung up on your wall for the world to see

Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

Confess to me
Every secret moment
Every stolen promise you've believed

Confess to me
All that lies between us
All that lies between you and me

We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we cant win no matter how hard we must swing

(chorus)
Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Hung up on your wall for the world to see

Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been

(chorus)
Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Hung up on your wall for the world to see

Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been
What could have been
We could have been

Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been
What could have been

what my deepest fear?

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine as children do.

It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone.

And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the
same.

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

should i try to make amend?

hmm..people telling me im making a mistake by doin it..they tell me that im gonna lose sumthing sooo precious tat i will only get once in life time..

tapi ade plak yg ckp..jgn dipikirkan sgt..it will kill u nanti..go and live life la..search other girls..bukan dia sorang jer..

so..who should i listen to?myself?im in a complete mess now..if only i her to tell everything..tapi now,everything a mess..

she must be reading this and tell to herself,how so true she was,maybe even laughing her heart out..tapi mcm dulu,i hate u..just because i care about u...hmm..tats ok..i noe im in a complete mess..tapi in time,i will prevail..

i think i need a holiday la..

i guess its true wat they said about how women being a men biggest weakness..

well..ive said wat i want to said..ayol..i cant forget her..affan..aku taknak ikut hati dgn akal aku..

malaikat mahu aku jauhkan diri dari dia..
setan pula mahu aku terus bersama dia..

BRITNEYS DRAMA ALL OVER AGAIN!!

ah..so whoever dun noe about this..must be living inside a well...hahaha...

orait..for ur info..britney is having some hard time this past few days..with rumour of his 2nd son being abuse and her psycho evaluation,this is a drama that need to be read..

about 4 days ago..2 police cars came to britney house demanding her to give her 2nd son to the father,after she refused it,and went on locking her and her 2nd son from the police and the father..helicopters can be seen circling around britney house at the time..and around 10pm,she and her son was taken to hospital for treatment..this is drama

it is said that her son suffer some minor bruises,and britney is free of any drugs or alcohol..

well..i dun have all the data and info for u..but u can read all about it here..

Britney Drama

and here...

Celebrity Gossips

kecik ati..

ok..sejak minggu lepas..ive been conducting an experiment..to test some frens of mine..and the experiment still goin on...

its nothing biggy..but you guys should not noe anything about it..nanti tak best la plak..kan?heheheh

well..ape lagi nk tulis?hmm..ade satu cite psl lecture kat jabatan aku nie..kelas dia dah penuh.pastu ade guys yg tanya..bleh daftar manual tak..dia kata tak bleh..kena tunggu..so..i dun care mula2..then a girl jumpa dia and ask the same question..and to my surprise..dia ckp..bleh2..masuk je kelas..ceh!pilih kasih!

takpe la..i can take the subject next sem...dah kecik ati dah..taknak masuk kelas tu..hehehehe

okla..later then..

drama

ahhh..its first year drama all over again!!!

first i cant register a lot of subjects sebab byk jadual bertindih..and then i realize yg baru dpt daftar 13 jam kredit!!gile..mcm under op plak..tapi in the end daftar gak 15 kredit..tak la byk..tapi tak la kurang..

this sem kena naikkan marks yg turun..i have to make it worth something..kalo tak it will get worse and worse..and it the end nanti biasiswa ditarik..

nothing else though..okla...kena siapkan laporan 3 weeks 'bercuti' later!

new

let me start the new year with a song by Nelly Furtado

enjoy the vid

Nelly Furtado - All Good Things(come to an end)
Album: Loose

Honestly what will become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

[Chorus]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
The rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.