November 30, 2008

i have responsibility

some have been wondering..what on earth have i been doing during this holiday?

well..to tell you the truth..i havent done anything yet..

i havent been on holiday really...i havent been anyway except around my house..

the reason is simply because..i dont have that much money and because the lack of time to do anything..

here's the story..my dad has been out for his outstation for the 2 months now..i was appointed the little boss and official driver for my mom..being a good son..i have to oblige to it..

yes i have 1 big brother..but he's useles...i mean it..he's useles..23 years old and still doesnt have a proper job..USELESS!!hahahaha

so anyway i have responsibility here..keeping order while my dad's away..watch the twins..watch the maid..watch the house...im becoming a guard dog!

and next week i'll be busy doing my thesis..so there's really no fun for me this holiday..

shouldnt holiday suppose to be fun?well not for me..too many responsibility and too much work to do..i wish i could be you guys that sleep all day long..doing nothing..

but i do have some time off when weekends come..i dont have to drive my mom and my dad's home for 2 days..to play golf what else..

but just yesterday evening i had a great dinner at out favourite steamboat restaurant..its call sabak's steamboat near melati..a buffet with all you can eat..and we eat all that we can..hahahaha

okla..im pretty much bored you guys with this..later then..

November 29, 2008

Your Call (tag by niza)

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal / blog.


1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" ... you say?
" I Don't Care" by Fall Out Boy
(ni jawapan cari pasal nie!)

2. How would you describe yourself?
"Shattered" by O.A.R
(hahaha..sedih seyh)

3. What do you like in a girl?
"Let It Rock" by Kevin Rudolf and Lil Wayne
(let it rock huh?hehehe..)

4. How do you feel today?
"1234" by Plain White T's
(read the lyric..oh..how you THAT special)

5.What is your life's purpose?
"Baiknya" by Ada Band
(i have no idea)

6. What is your motto?
"Rintihan Pengemis" by Ruffedge
(hahaha..tak masuk akal la..)

7. What do your friends think of you?
"Seventeen Forever" by Metro Station
(oh..begitu muda ke?wow!)

8. What do you think of your parents?
"Forever" by The Veronicas
(forever i will)

9. What do you think about very often?
"Rehab" by Rihanna
(im not going to end up there..though i need some therapy)

10. What is 2 + 2?Foo Fighters
"Gives You Hell" by All American Reject
(no idea)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
"Super Human" by Chris Brown
(hahahaha..yeah right..you wish!)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
"Always Be My Baby" by David Cook
(yes..always!)

13. What is your life story?
"Bukan Superstar" by Projek Pop
(hahahaha..how true!)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Angels On The Moon" by Thriving Ivory
(angels?on moon?nape perangai mcm devil je..)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Chaotic" by Britney Spears
(sooooo true!!hahaha)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Ada Kamu" by Faizal Tahir
(how beautiful!)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
"Untuk Dikenang" by Jikustik
(huh?siot je..macam tau2 je..)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
"Smack That" by Akon
(smack ape anip!?!)

19. What is your biggest fear?
"Di Pintu Syurga" by KRU
(kenapa kena takut?!hahaha)

20. What is your biggest secret?
"Fall For You" by Secondhand Serenade
(if i were to fall deep in you)

21. What do you think of your friends?
"Forever" by Chris Brown
(uuh..sama dgn soalan num 8..i like)

22. What will you post this as?
"Angel" by Natasha Bedingfield
(i have no idea why...but heck!)

So this is "Angel" is tag to:

  1. Affan
  2. Fina
  3. Aysha
  4. Ayol
  5. Aneesa
  6. Sheeda(oh..ni org baru ni)
  7. Ili
  8. Seri

don't scream

oh..i know halloween have been over for over a month..

but i wanna list my top scariest/most gore movies!

hehehe..the reason i wanna wrote this because lately ive been watching a lot of horror and scary movies..either in the net or on the TV..

so here's the list..its not in order from least favourite to most favourite ok?

1. SAW
here's the reason why i choose this movie..it just sick!all those gadget of killing...those trap..those psychological attack...now this isnt limited to SAW only..i love all the movie till number 5!yes..i watched number 5!the newest sequel to date..and let me say one thing...after number 5..you feel like..like there's no hope anymore..

2. 28 Days Later
28 days and 28 weeks later kinda the same..i love this first one because it doesnt involve any militray yet..and the best part is..the zombie are fast!!yes fast!they can run..so if you thinking a zombie just walk slow in any movie..think again!

3. 28 Weeks Later
this is the sequel to 28 days later..this time the virus and the zombie has all been taken care of..except for a carrier that immune to the virus..when her husband get bitten..that's when all hell break lose..this time military people kick in to keep order..to get rid of all those dead living zombie..which can still run like in the first movie..hahaha

4. The Exorcist 1973
for me..this has to be the most scariest movie to date yet!this one is a classic..i love watching this over and over again..i bet most of you never watched this one before..go and try watching this..im sure you'll be screaming..hehehe..best scene from this movie has to be when the girl came down from the stair in spider-like way..go google it..i dare you!

5. Dawn of The Living Dead
this movie is a long line of many Romero's zombie movie..the latest one is this year Day of The Living Dead..this is the 2nd installment of his movie..i like this one among the other because the story line kinda logic and the gore is top class..

6. The Ring
ah..who could have forget this movie?it has been talk for years after it release...who could have forget the name?samara...hehehehe..well next time if you get a blank tape...think twice before watching it..

7. Quarantine
this is the new movie out in cinema now..i watched and loving it..the fear to be trap inside a building full of zombies really get to you..

8. Ju-On
another classic japanese horror..this one is one of my favourite..and im sure most of you too..this is the first movie that make me afraid of the ceiling..seriously..damn this movie!

9. The Sixth Sense
do you still remember the famous phrase? "i see dead people" how could you not love this movie?!

10. Psycho
another classic..been called one of the best scary movie..in this movie..i love the dark sound that was in the background..it really creeps into you..

11. The Blair Witch Project
im sure everyone heard of this one..some said that this movie is a true event,while some said it just full of crap..well whatever the words out there i love this movie because of the amature camera recording..minus the running..make me sick...go and watch this if you havent..and tell me what do you think happened to all of them..

12. Child's Play
this has to got to be disturbing for someone out there..it sure disturbed me in a way that i wont dare hurt another doll anymore..hehe

13. Final Destination
ah..who out there that havent heard of this movie?the first movie really catch my intention that i have to watch the 2nd and 3rd sequel..i can't wait for the 4th one..the idea of being killed by accident which is certainly not is scary in some way..

there you go..have a nice day...muahahahahahaha!!

November 28, 2008

our new family member

do you guys remember that i said that i will have 2 new family members?

well here's the first one..

introducing the new PROTON SAGA..


itu je post kali nie..lets wait for the 2nd new family member..

Angels On The Moon's Video



here's the video for Angels On The Moon

November 27, 2008

Angels On The Moon by Thriving Ivory

enjoy the song here in my blog..


Do you dream , that the world will know your name
So tell me your name
(Tell me your name)
Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?
(Anything at all)
I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I wanna feel
(I wanna feel)
I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive
To know I'm alive
(To know I'm alive)

Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

Do you believe, in the day that you were born
Tell me do you believe?
(Do you believe)
Do you know, that every day's the first of the rest of your life

Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

This is to one last day in the shadows
And to know a brother's love
This is to New York City angels
And the rivers of our blood
This is to all of us, to all of us

So don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

Yeah, you can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill polluted skies
And show me where you run to, when no one's left to take your side
But don't tell me where the road ends, cause I just don't wanna know, No I don't wanna know

Don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if i'm dying

November 26, 2008

britney's FOR THE RECORD trailer video



im not a big fan of britney spears..but i feel like she's one of the most troublesome celebrity on the earth..yet..i feel like,its not her fault she's like that..

well..here's a trailer video of her upcoming MTV project FOR THE RECORD..

November 25, 2008

what inspires you?



i was thinking when i was in the bathroom taking my bath...what kind of writing am i as a blogger?weird and disturbing huh?

so what inspires me to be a blogger?

well..i dont know..i just love to write and express..that is all..

so..i was thinking and observing my other friends that blog..and all the other blog out there..

i found that there are many kind of writing...

aneesa for example...love to write about relationship and lovey dovey stuffs...maybe because she's that kind of person..

and affan..that love to write about his daily life..what,when,where,who and how...

there are also bloggers that write nothing but music,celebrities..all the entertainment gossips...this kind of blog..good for your........well..it just good..hehe

but there are also bloggers that talk about their feelings and their thoughts..kinda like me..this kind of blogs is good for the heart and soul...

there are a lot of bloggers out there with a lot of ideas and their own way of writing..and i think to myself..what is my kind of writing?

i write about EVERYTHING

i think im the most common bloggers out there...my kind of writing was not inspired by anyone famous..God knows im not into reading really big and serious books...and i dont think i inspire anyone else...

i dont really follow any kind of writing..and i dont care about their way..what i wrote is just a self expression of myself that when i feel i want to write..i write..(or maybe it just boredom)

so..basically we are what we write..wait..that doesnt sound right..hahaha

no no..we should be proud of what we write..but maybe sometimes,what we wrote may or may not be the truth...and not everyone love our writings..

whoever inspires you,just remember that blogging is not about expressing yourself to the world..but also letting the world itself to you express to you..

HARAM is HARAM..enough said



uhh..this may not come as a shock..its a story thats been circulating around the local newspaper for quite sometimes now..

its about how YOGA was fatwa as HARAM..

ok...for those who does not understand why its HARAM..lets look at the 3 main reason..

quote from Berita Harian
Pengerusinya Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan, Prof Datuk Dr Abdul Shukor Husin, berkata senaman yoga berasal daripada masyarakat Hindu menggabungkan tiga unsur, iaitu amalan fizikal (senaman), keagamaan serta mantera pemujaan bagi mendapatkan ketenangan, manakala kemuncaknya penyatuan diri dengan tuhan, yang boleh merosakkan akidah umat Islam.

so there's your reason...

so should we follow the fatwa?

well YES!!

the fatwa was not done in 1 or 2 days..it had been discuss for more than 2 weeks...Majlis Fatwa is not something to be taken lightly..it is build to protect the sanctity and purity of Islam and muslims around Malaysia...

if we are trully a Muslim we have to follow it..

though some NGO and individual out there think its just full of crap..well..who cares about what they think..they probably a none muslim who make money by opening a yoga center and most of their client are muslim..or they are muslim that think they are better than the council..

even the Sister In Islam doesnt think the council is right..WTF?!(mind the language)you are suppose to be the Sister in ISLAM..or are you forget the ISLAM part in your name?!..when people said that the Sister in Islam is just by its name..i now think it might be true..

this is not something serious pun..theres no need for the use of foul language or continuous discussion..HARAM is HARAM..HALAL is HALAL...it is said so in Quran..there's no in between..

there are other way to exercise and heal your mind and body for muslim..have you try praying?

ok..thats it for me..i don't want to talk about this anymore..unless some idiot who thinks he better than the Majlis Fatwa made some statement in the paper or the news..

November 24, 2008

they just don't care


there's this phrase...

"don't tell people your problem,7/10 people don't want to listen..the rest that listen,they just don't care!"

ive got this phrase in a clinic ive visited when i was a small boy..if its in a clinic,that i should be true right?

i remembered all the things i shouldnt..haish..

hmm..i guess people just don't care about others..well..i wont wrote any of my problems here in my blog anymore..there are other way to express my feelings..

nuff said

November 22, 2008

i have a dream


i have a dream..and i just want to tell it here..

the dream is about me and a girl..we were walking on a street..im pretty sure the background was venice or paris..

as we were walking,we kept taking pictures of us,or the people..but mostly of her,we were laughing and hugging..there was a lot of fun

but i dont see any love or affection from both of us..but we were pretty close.. as we arrived to this cafe,she met with some of her friends..mostly guy..and i was left standing outside the cafe..

having nothing to do,i walked away..and thats when the dream end..

so what does this dream mean?

here are something ive dig up in the internet..

paris: to dream you are in paris symbolize the needs for romance and passion.It also suggest you are a person of distinction.

pavement: to see or walk on a pavement suggest that you have a clear understanding and grasp of the situation. You are standing on a solid ground. It also means that you have paved and laid your grounds towards your goal

people: to see people you know in your dreams,signifies quality and feelings of those people you desire for yourself. To dream of a strangers denotes hidden aspects of your life you need to confront.

girl: to see a girl in your dreams suggest a playful side of you,maybe you have been behaving immaturely

camera: to dream of camera,signifies your desires to live/cling on in the past. Alternatively,it may also means,you need to see a clearer picture of an idea. Perhaps focus on a situation

cafeteria: to dreams you in a cafe,means there are a lot of issues eating you up inside.

woman: to see a woman,means caring and loving nature. It refers to your own female aspect or your mother. Alternatively it may also indicate guilt and temptation. If you know this woman,it may symbolize you are concern and have feelings towards her.

pictures: to dream you are taking a pictures mean you need to get a good understanding and gain more info on the situation or relationship. Perhaps you need to recapture some past moments in your relationship.

laughing: to dream of laughing means you need to let lose and let go of your problems. Laughing is a sign of joyous release and pressure.

hugging: this symbolize your caring nature. You are holding someone close to your heart. Alternatively it may indicate you need to be more affectionate.


im leaving out all the details that could bring me trouble

November 21, 2008

device for the future or something else?



this post is about geology..i know i know..its boring..but hei..this could be the next future..yours,mine and the next generation..hehehe

ok..ive been doin nothing lately since holiday,and i were watching a lot of tv...

a few days ago,i watched discovery channel and was surprise by a few new documentaries on tackling climate change and global warming..its involve the latest gadget and technology

here's an example..

there's a prototype machine that was able to suck down CO2 or carbon dioxide,the main contributor to global warming...

this machine are said to be the next big thing that will helps reduce and maintain the CO2 emission in the atmosphere...

the biggest problem about this idea is that if its come to use..people around the world would not care about CO2 emission anymore..because they think that this machine would just suck everything up..so no more obligations to tackle global warming...

and another machine that is being tested right now..is some what similar to the a machine above,the only different is that it involve plankton that use CO2 as foods..

massive breeding of this plankton at the deep sea would probably help reduce 3 trillion tan of CO2 every year...

still the same problems..if this do come to work,people would just forget about the emission of CO2..and would not care about it anymore..

this is the world we live in..there cannot be peace without sufferings...but let make the sufferings a lot less than a day before...

November 20, 2008

KLCC with twins

tadi pagi pergi KLCC dgn my twins..

ive promise..so i better keep it..sian dia org..kebosanan kat rumah..so ajak la keluar tgk movie kat KLCC

we watched high school musical 3(yeah2..i know its been ages since the movie keluar kan?)..tapi none of us got the chace to see it yet..so before it got kick out from the list,better hurry and enjoy it..

the movie was somewhat nice and the storyline was logical(yeah..logical..thats the only term i could give)

the twins..like always..menghabiskan duit abang dia ni jer..hahahaha..lepas je dia org kerja..nak claim!!










November 19, 2008

fikirkan lagu mentera beradu

post kali ni aku nak cerita pasal lagu yang sering kita dengar di corong radio sekarang

mentera beradu dari m.nasir dan too phat..boleh la dengar lagu ni kat mana-mana..aku tak letak link download,sebab malas

aku nak ceritakan sedikit la dari pandangan aku tentang maksud tersirat dalam lirik yang disediakan di bawah nie..

pandangan aku saja..jangan ingat ni betul-betul maksud lirik tu


Gerakkan Hati... Hati gerakkan...
Pandanglah aku.. aku lah dia..

kulitku tebal.. ku kebal.. ingatku kebal..
hanya berbual makan angin kembung perut mual...
resah dan tidak senang.. hidup tak pernah lenang..
ku schizo paranoia takut pecah tembelang

pecah tembelang... peta dah hilang...
bangau dah pulang... suara sumbang..

lidahku kaku tak selicin kuku
teman baikku buku
bini ku pena.. tak pernah lena
aku suka mengintai pantang ditenung
berakhir pertelingkahan dalaman
pasti belum

ikut gerak hati.. pena melayang
dilihat dua layang pandang
tak lah sekarang
takat meradang
tanya.. abang gedang, apa barang?
badan macam badang
main macam belakang parang

kuhunuskan keris musuh ada pistol
tradisi kekalkan adaptasi harus betul
tujuh baris keramat tujuh garis penamat
baik berpada biar jahat asal selamat

ramai saudaraku yang baik telah dipijak

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

yo ijazah terbaik datangnya dari jalanan
dari pengalaman bercakap dan bersalaman
konflik motivasi cuba medatasi
positif dan benci jadi inspirasi pagi

peduli itu interpretasi basi pekakkan sebelah
halang biar keduanya muka cantik
soalan bodoh yang ditanya jadi melodinya
lebih hina dari zina

lu bikin dosa ku bikin prosa
testosterone testarosa
citacita sosa kl kl kosa nostra
jalan berliku ku harung roller coaster
gah sentosa tiada penyesalan
luas pandangan jauh dah berjalan
tak sempurna masih ada kejanggalan
gagal merancang, merancang kegagalan

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

naik bukit angkuh cakap ayah jangan risau
turun bukit pucat dengar tiga miaww
kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

tolak pintu gua tiga kerat tenaga
kosong tak dijaga sampai datang tiga naga
ingat nak berlaga tapi tak kan boleh menang
menang dengan otak tak mesti dengan pedang

sebelum jadi bangkai ikan koi renang renang
pura pura salah jawapan untuk naik berang
panggil lima kawan atau biar pergi laju
risaukan pekara remeh kita tak akan maju
muka sama hijau hati siapa tahu
merah dah menyala pasti mati siapa mahu
gagap tiga kali bercakap benar saja
bulan terang ramai yang keluar buat kerja

panjat pokok buluh cari tukun air terjun
naik sampai nampak dah terpegun turun
tiga ular ikut lompat atau paut
kalau lari mati jika jerut maut

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

puisi hati mu... hati mu puisi
palu hati ku palu hatiku

kulit tak besalin walau saling ganti baju
pandang sini pandang sini
ku berbahasa baku kata kata nahu
himpun jadi satu
mantera beradu dengan irama dan lagu


sebenarnya ada banyak maksud tersembunyi dalam lagu nie..the first half is pretty simple untuk paham..tak tersirat sangat..

mula-mula tgk chorus dia..

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu


bagi aku la..apa yang tersirat disini adalah macam mana musuh itu ibarat awan mendung dan membawa sengsara dan masalah kepada manusia yang tidak berdosa

bagi perenggan yang ni pula

lu bikin dosa ku bikin prosa
testosterone testarosa
citacita sosa kl kl kosa nostra
jalan berliku ku harung roller coaster
gah sentosa tiada penyesalan
luas pandangan jauh dah berjalan
tak sempurna masih ada kejanggalan
gagal merancang, merancang kegagalan


aku rasa perenggan ni menceritakan tentang bagaimana KL ni sebuah kota yang besar,banyak godaan dan banyak juga masalah..ia juga menceritakan tentang gengster-gengster yang menggunakan dan merosakkan kota KL

perenggan yang di bawah ni

naik bukit angkuh cakap ayah jangan risau
turun bukit pucat dengar tiga miaww
kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

perenggan ni pula bagi aku menceritakan tentang keangkuhan seseorang yang memasuki negara orang dengan harapan untuk menakluki negara itu,tetapi sebaliknya balik dengan keadaan malu kerana kalah..kucing bawa tidur dan rimau bawa igau tu pula menceritakan tentang bagaimana kita menjaga dan mendodoi seseorang yang kita sayang,dan seseorang yang kita benci plak menjadi beban dalam hidup kita

perenggan ni pula

tolak pintu gua tiga kerat tenaga
kosong tak dijaga sampai datang tiga naga
ingat nak berlaga tapi tak kan boleh menang
menang dengan otak tak mesti dengan pedang

menceritakan tentang politik sikit,bagi aku macam 3 parti politik yang paling berpengaruh yang melambangkan 3 kaum utama malaysia dan bagaimana mereka menyediakan negara untuk merdeka..tetapi bagaimana negeri malaysia ni dibiarkan terbuka luas,sampai anasir luar dapat masuk dan menganggu ketenteraman negara ni


perenggan baki lebih kepada politik,so malas nak eloborate lebih di sini..

apa yang aku paham dari lagu ni, dia merangkumi semua aspek kehidupan di malaysia ni..dari kehidupan kota,dari masa lampau ke gelora politik sekarang..

okla..tu je untuk post nie..

November 18, 2008

dua pupu wedding







so here are the photos i promised to put up..the bride is my dua pupu..

the wedding has police lining with sword since the groom is a police inspector..get the idea?

the little boy in the pics,is my cousin..he's kinda a smart ass...hehehehe

alright..thats it..later

just a text conversation


well..here i am after four days absent..i was in johor for my relative's wedding..(kalau dua pupu dalam english ape ek?)

anyway..im going to write about the wedding later la..im composing and editing the pictures..

what i like to write about a conversation i had with a friend of mine..well..she's not really a friend..more of a friend of a friend..

i know her from my school's friends..she's in UKM now..i never met her,but we talk like we have known each other for a long time..

the conversation through sms are pretty boring..the usual stuffs,until she talked about her ex-bf and her new bf..i kinda like this kind of conversation..but to protect and respect her,i leave out all the details..

in summary of the 2 hours sms,she said that she kinda still have feelings for her ex..but she's too afraid to admit it to him...she told me,the reason they broke up was not up to them..but by their peers and family...

its a long story..but..she's decided to get together with this guy,who she thought was like him in some way..but he was not..he is nice and kind..but he is just not like him..

so she's in dilemma..

so i said something comforting...i want to give the best advice to her..but hell..my life is in a mess too!!how can a guy like me said or give any good advice to her?

probably the best thing i could said is..that her life has just started,that feelings that she still lingered on,could never be taken away..but maybe one day that feelings will be replace,or maybe it will help her to get back together with him..

i added that..i cant say that what she felt is love..but maybe in some small pieces of that feelings,it is love

she ended the conversation rather quickly though..before she stop texting me..she said that she will fight for her ex..i dont really approve of that,but i didnt tell her anything..because,after all its up to her.

im writing about this just because i think its something i could share...

maybe next time i write something similar

November 14, 2008

stop pausing

ok..im reopening my blog..

but i wont be blogging for the time being..im going to Johor..some relative wedding(seriously..i dont know who's getting marry..im just a driver)

anyway..im reopening my blog with a wish for my 2 best friends..NURUL NABIHAH AND SERI NOORERDAHAYU..because today is their's birthday...and since today is also the last paper for our exam..why not celebrate a lil rite?

have a great year ahead..for biha..20 years old for me is the boundary between growing up and being a kid..hehehe

for seri plak..you're 21 for God's sake!!act like one!hehehehe..kidding..you are a grown up now..or is it you are old now?

i hope they have a great time tonite..sorry i cant be there..i have responsibility at home...jaga anak..hahaha

so what else is happening?

im going to have 2 new family members..im goin to post about it when i have those 2..but i will be sad thou..since im goin to lose 1 of my family member..sure gonna miss him..or is it a her?hmmm..

oh yes...exams to a lot of me..sorry for the absent..but it was really hard..i dun think ive done all i can done...ive got all this pressure from my mom and ehem..petronas...if i dont get a good result this semester..they gonna cut my scholars..schmuck!!

damn this pressure..now can you understand why i need to be...well....aloft for a while..

but hei...all thats done cannot be undone..if that do happen,i must adapt...no movies..no late nite clubbing(which i never do..honest!)...no more crazy shopping..no belanja2(sorry seri,biha,jaja,fid..well i can name everyone here..but u know who u are)

so there you go..a pathetic reopening i must say..hahaha

thou there are some good news...

im losing weight!(pengumuman untuk jaja)..lepas ni bila anip dh kurus..jaja pun bleh la kurus!! aja!aja!!AJA!!..hehehehe

alrite2..thats enough..im going to write a lot of controversial things and the soo boring things in many post to come..

so..here is my cue to leave..adios!

November 13, 2008

could you be happy?

a song by copeland - on the safest ledge

Don't look ahead, just run to me
Each step will find the next one recklessly
We'll find ourselves on the safest ledge
Well pardon me, I couldn't help myself
Girl, fall into your life here
If only for a while, I'm here

Could you be happy to fall like a stone
If you'd land right here safe in my arms?
It's fine, lock all your doors through the night
Keep it all right here, safe in my arms
It's fine, it's fine

You felt alone before you ever really knew how alone you were
An empty house, a lonely room
The TV talks the fear right out of you
But you feel like someone's standing by but you'll never know

Could you be happy to fall like a stone
If you'd land right here safe in my arms?
It's fine, lock all your doors through the night
Keep it all right here, safe in my arms
It's fine

The sun burns a hole straight through your old flaws
If you look toward the sky even on your greyest night

Could you be happy now, with the wind in your hair
And your eyes open wide and your feet going nowhere?
Could you be happy to fall like a stone
If you'd land right here safe in my arms?
It's fine, lock all your doors through the night
Keep it all right here, safe in my arms
It's fine

i'll be back in a short time..meanwhile..enjoy the new look

November 3, 2008

recently


sorry if this may come as a shock..but im not in the mood anymore for the time being blogging about anything..

in fact..i will pause blogging for a time that i cannot stated yet..

oh..and i wont be YM-ing..or text messaging..except for something important

there are a lot happened recently..and i just cant coupe with everything..this has nothing to do with exam..i can handle exam..its the other stuffs i cant..

so..sorry everyone..this is something i must do

til the next post..whenever that is

November 2, 2008

4 types of men


i dont really do this..but here are 4 types of men that ive found somewhere on yahoo!

im a guy,but i dont really sure about this..but hei,if you women think this is true..why not pick one..


THE ROCK

SPOT HIM
Typical interests: Organized groups (like a running club), gadgets, nonfiction books
When he's stressed, he analyzes the situation and makes lists and plans.
He lights up if you say: "I could really use your advice on something.
HE'S RIGHT FOR YOU IF...
You want your boyfriend to be a supportive, steadfast partner who shares your sensible approach to life and is smart enough to get your sometimes quirky side without judging.
You're turned on by witty, intelligent conversation and gifts that show the affection he's not so great at verbalizing.
You deal with problems by talking about them rationally. This guy's always game for reasoned debates, but drama queens will lose big -- emotional outbursts freak him out.
SYNCING UP
His favorite dates: He feels most energized when he's engaging his mind, so try watching a documentary, seeing an interesting exhibit, or taking a class, such as sushi making.
Relationship requirements: This dedicated dude gets totally absorbed in his interests. If you don't even ask about them ("How was Shark Week?"), he'll feel like you don't get him. He's also tuned in to etiquette, so gaffes (like bailing on plans) turn him off.
What he seeks in a soul mate: To really trust you, he has to know that you respect his cerebral nature. Help coax out his playful side with plans he'd never make on his own and he'll see you as the total package.

THE DOER
SPOT HIM
Typical interests: Sports (playing and watching), barbecuing, building things
When he's stressed, he dives in and deals with the cause, whether it means extra hours at work or a showdown.
He lights up if you say: "Is there anything you can't make happen?"
HE'S RIGHT FOR YOU IF...
You want your boyfriend to be the classic male archetype -- a protective, take-charge dude who doesn't yap about his feelings but lets his guard down when alone with you.
You're turned on by grand gestures, like spontaneous PDAs, and manly deeds, like changing your car's oil.
You deal with problems directly without any passive-aggressive BS. He's quick to confront conflict. If you are too, your issues will disappear once you hash them out.
SYNCING UP
His favorite dates: His heart beats faster (figuratively and literally) when he's active, so suggest a hike in the woods or a boxing class followed by drinks.
Relationship requirements: This on-the-go guy needs solo time to recharge and will feel smothered if you are clingy. You'll need a thick skin, because he doesn't sugarcoat things...ever.
What he seeks in a soul mate: His he-man side needs you to appreciate his efforts to lead. But under his strong, silent exterior, he's a superloyal softie. He feels complete when you can talk about the feelings that he internalizes.

THE THRILL CHASER
SPOT HIM
Typical interests: Outdoor activities (like camping and skiing), foreign travel, parties and crowds
When he's stressed, he distracts himself with something amusing, like watching the game or organizing a social outing.
He lights up if you say: "Oh, you have a fascinating story about that -- c'mon, tell everyone."
HE'S RIGHT FOR YOU IF...
You want your boyfriend to be a whirlwind of personality who can liven things up, make you laugh, get you out of your head, and keep you guessing...in a good way.
You're turned on by unpredictable, exciting plans.
You deal with problems in a casual, nonconfrontational way. Mr. Conflict Avoidance hates when you're unhappy with him and will deflect attention unless you tackle the issue.
SYNCING UP
His favorite dates: This class clown loves being around new people -- think karaoke night or a charity casino event. He's also thrilled by new accomplishments, like scaling a rock wall at the gym.
Relationship requirements: He needs a laissez-faire chick who won't try to rein in his inner wild child. He is willing to share the spotlight, just not all of it.
What he seeks in a soul mate: The ultimate people person bonds best with an ever-evolving woman who can match his lust for new experiences. He craves independence yet still needs to know he's important to you, so being secure enough to show you care is a must.

THE SWEETHEART
SPOT HIM
Typical interests: Music, cooking dinner for friends, reading literature
When he's stressed, he talks about it with confidants until he finds a solution.
He lights up if you say: "I never would have noticed that. You're so observant!"
HE'S RIGHT FOR YOU IF...
You want your boyfriend to be a guy who truly listens, understands your girlie side, and can talk about feelings.
You're turned on by sweet, movie-worthy romance, like slow kisses and crazy-great compliments.
You deal with problems by honestly addressing them and taking emotions into consideration. He's a philosopher at heart, and even if you two don't agree in the end, you'll learn tons about each other during your in-depth discussions.
SYNCING UP
His favorite dates: Atmosphere matters to this sensualist, so find a spot with a romantic vibe (try a botanical garden or outdoor jazz concert) for the real highlight: your ever-intensifying one-on-one bond.
Relationship requirements: This nurturer tries to know everyone he meets on a deeper level, which can be rough if you're the jealous type. Also, he's so into connecting that he'll feel dissed if you don't share your problems.
What he seeks in a soul mate: This idealist falls when he knows you value communication too. Because he tends to ruminate, you'll enhance his life by being decisive yourself.

money rain in KL SENTRAL?!!

On the 31st of Oct while we were busy with our everyday life, there was a frenzy for dollar bills that were thrown in the air in KL Sentral by an unidentified man.

Wait. What?

Someone was feeling very generous that while he was casually walked through the hustle and bustle of KL Sentral, he threw handfuls of RM50, RM10 and RM1 bills up into the air. Although it created a commotion as people scrambled for the money, he never looked back. Some dude was so good at catching that he got RM600!

Wouldn't hurt to have more money rain in the Klang Valley kan?

November 1, 2008

siapa kita


siapa kita untuk berlagak sebagai Tuhan?

ini lah yang berlaku dalam kes pengemboman Bali,mereka yang ditangkap dan akan di hukum mati itu tak rasa menyesal..malah bangga dengan apa yang dilakukan

dengan berlagak..mereka berkata yang kafir harus mati..

SIAPAKAH DIA UNTUK BERLAGAK SEBAGAI TUHAN?!

SIAPAKAH DIA UNTUK MENENTUKAN SIAPA HARUS MATI DAN SIAPA TIDAK?!

ini lah yang berlaku bila seorang yang fanatik mengatakan dia mengikut perintah Tuhan..tapi adakah Tuhan mahukan kita terus bunuh membunuh?

bukankah Allah cipta kita dari lain-lain bangsa dan kaum supaya kita dapat berkenalan dan berjumpa..bukan untuk bermusuhan?

SIAPALAH KITA UNTUK MENENTUKAN TAKDIR MANUSIA LAIN,SEDANGKAN TAKDIR KITA SENDIRI PUN TAK DIKETAHUI..


-peace-