well..i was about to wrote..months of suffering...looking back at wat happened few months back...i can neva say everything was all bad..some were really gud..
but yeah..all and all i can say tat few weeks after i started to stop blogging..my whole life turns dark...its not about the blog..but its about me and myself..
a lot has happened since i stop writing blog..my life was completely upside down..there was a point when i just want to give up...becoz of the way i felt at that time..i realize that i should stop blogging..i was so down and just pathetic
then i stop and realize that i have a lot to look forward in the future..my life should not end like this..
ah..people like to see other suffers..still not everyone..that gud..i was so in a dark place when i started to felt down and alone..everytime i felt this way..i always calm myself and i was the only person that can help myself..since i dun have anyone to talk to..and no one to turn to..
kinda pathetic reading it here..but it really the truth..i realize that i have been alone since i can neva remember..
anyway,the moment i realize that my life need to change it was too late..my exams almost over..the feelings of loneliness and unacceptance really gave a big impact to my studies and exams..damn!
and theres no way i can undone it..i can just heal to make it better..to try and sew the wound..
wat done is done rite?
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