December 27, 2008

some shitty post about LOVE

hei..its been a long time since i wrote something from my mind..

so should i write about now?

oh..i have one thing..LOVE..not a surprise huh?hehehe..

this is not something im fond of(what a lie) hahahaha...actually this came after an expected conversation with a friend..its really a simple boring conversation..until she talked about her boyfriend..

being a curious mind all the time,i asked her how is everything..well she said its was ok..

shes been with this guy for years..and thats all she got?ok?there has got to be something wrong..not that i wanted it to be like that..but an "ok" answered is not wat im looking for..

so i asked her again..and this time..she answered a lil bit longer..

"well..memang la sume ok..i mean..aku suka dia..dia suka aku..but its stay that way je dari dulu..the real time aku rasa teruja masa aku mula-mula date dengan dia..thats it.."

and i nod..

"but..i dont want to end this..we have talked about this,and we both feel this too..so we are trying to make things up..kita org memang ada perasaan sayang ni.."

and then i remembered the 3 things i talked about..my friend here have all the 3 things..trust,spaces and money..but 1 thing i forgot..its LOVE...

i have to say this now..i dont believe in true love..

what i believe in is..we like each other,we work hard to make it happen and we fall in love..

i have never believe in happily ever after..thats when the 3 things come to me..trying to make the best of everything in life with spaces,trust and money..thats what make we stay with that SPECIAL SOMEONE forever..

tell me if what im feeling here is something that you havent felt for someone..when you found that someone..how you wish you can spend the remaining of your life with him/her...how you wish you wake up every morning with her/him..how you wish even when you are paralyze from neck down,but she/he would always be with you...

always kan?

some may say that im a jerk or stupid or some shitty word that i dont know..but this is me..im not talking bout u guys kan?

so there you go..

sorry if this bored you..just something to you ponder on..

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