come and bring the emotions

hah..i know this post gonna get a lot of comments from so-called "anonymous" persons..

ok..so im gonna post about human's emotion..yes yes..i know its a boring post..but hey..im good at this..and im not talking just about love..there's is despair,loneliness,sorrow and much more..(why all the sad emo?)hehe...not to forget happiness and overjoy of course..by the way,im overjoyed..hush-hush..

i don't know why, but people seems to HATE it when i talked about feelings and emotions, its like..they don't have it or in denial or something..well who give a damn kan?!this is not your blog anyway..

so there's this 1 friend, im not gonna mention who..obviously for all the right reason...this person acted all cool around people..obviously i know this person better..but in front of people this person always ALWAYS trying to find my mistakes..but in reality this person is really a trouble kid..STOP acting like everyone cares about you..do you even have a close friends to talk to?one that does LISTEN?

ok..don't go speculating and all..i know some of you will..

and here's another one...how do you define LIVING YOUR LIFE?the term "takde life" somehow make me PUKE..yes some of you BRAGGING about living the HIGH life(really?) and then go around saying.."ko takde life la.." ..and who are you to judge my life?

tell me..you are a student that living if not entirely, partially on your parents money..and you go spending it by "LIVING YOUR LIFE"..yes yes i know IBU BAPA PEMBERI NAFKAH..but isnt it better if that money to be use on something useful?like i dun noe..EDUCATIONS?!

i can say this, because now,if you guys dun know, i am now not dependant on my parents money..meaning..gas money?me...books?me...eating?me...leisure and entertainment?me..oh yes..the iPhone..ME TOO...

so stop and think..what is "LIVING YOUR LIFE?"

so here's a great idea..STOP talking about how you LIVING the life, when you still just a child that live using your parents money..but..its your life..what do i care rite?unless of course when you said I DUN HAVE A LIFE!

hah~!go speculate~!hahaha

and all this talking about how im lonely i can say its kinda true..but that does not mean i want to jump of a building..kan?yes..everyone wants to be SPECIAL to someone..they want to feel SPECIAL to someone in this hard hard life..

like for example Aysha, she's special to Mojo, and Seri is special to Rahman..Jaja is special..to well..erm..she's special to Aisar kot..hehehe..

anyway..its not a bad thing feeling all lonely, it makes you think and stop..but dun go and dwell on it..its not like the end of the world..there's still much much more to see out there, and its not a crime to start DATING other people too rite?(sumpah kena kutuk nie)

to end this one..here's a short quote that i got from Heath Ledger, i dun quite remembered the whole text..it goes
"our past will influence the future choices or present day choices we have made, it will haunt us down even after so many years...so try to live without regrets, so it won't haunt us down.."